Thursday, January 30, 2014

You are awesome!

I was so happy when Rohosub picked up what I'd written about strap-on play, and shared it on his Tumblr. It's a huge compliment, when someone like what you've written so well that they want to share it with others. Of course, I've met Rohosub in real life a couple of times, and he's a great guy, so I figured he did it as a favor to me. You know... You're nicer with people you know, than you are with complete strangers.

But then more people shared it. And more, and more. And still, almost a month after I posted it, more activity is coming in. This is awesome! Reading the list of all the people who've seen my post, and liked or shared it, is such a confidence boost.

So this is a post to thank all of the people who like what I write. All of you who shared, or commented, or pressed "like" on Tumblr. Or who read my blog, and maybe even shared it with others. Thank you. You are awesome! :)

As an illustration, I'm adding this picture, which I also found on Rohosub's tumblr. I showed it to Saint the other day, because he's been struggling with accepting himself and keep saying that he's weak. He's not. He's a strong, masculine, great man. And I'm so glad that he's mine.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Strap-on play, and fucking a man in the ass

Ever since I started topping, and being dominant, I've always enjoyed playing with a guy's butt. Most men are hesitant about doing anything anal, and slowly convincing them that this is something they will accept and with time enjoy, is a process that I really like. I love using my fingers, as well as using various butt plugs and other implements. However, I've always wanted to use a strap-on.

I did some attempts with Tight, but whilst he could eventually handle a small butt plug, he was never able to accept a full strap-on dildo. However, actually fucking a man with a strap-on is something I've always dreamt of doing. And now I've done it.

A couple of weeks ago, I fucked Saint with a strap-on. And it was awesome! It was everything I've fantasized about, and more. The intensity is insane! I'm inside of him and he can feel every single movement I make. Our eyes meet, our breathing syncronize and I just feel so connected to him. Lying on top of him, feeling him clenching and uncleanching his body beneath me. His breathing, ragged and soooo turned on by it all, yet still uncertain and a tiny bit scared. So sexy! His moans and groans as I push deeper and deeper into him.

I've owned a strap-on for many, many years, but never had the oportunity to try it out on anyone. It's a leather harness, with black rubber dildos. One into him, and one smaller one into me. A couple of years ago, I also bought a simpler harness, that is just straps. It gives less support but is easier to use. It doesn't come with it's own dildo, but I bought a lovely pink one that fits very well. The black strap-on cock is significantly larger than the pink one, but I like the pink one the best even so. There's something wonderfully demeaning about fucking a big, strong man with my pretty pink cock.

Having actually fulfilled my fantasy of fucking a guy with a strap-on, my fantasies are now taking it all a step further. In my mind, when I masturbate, it's not an artificial dick. It's MY dick. Don't get me wrong, I love my body and I love being a woman. I wouldn't exchange it for a man's body, not ever. I like my breasts and I love my pussy and my clit. I love how it all works and feels.

And yet, sometimes when I masturbate, I fantasize about having a penis of my own. I image that the things I feel on my clit, is actually felt on the tip of a penis. That the thrusting movements I make with my hips, are thrusting movements inside of somebody. I've kind of done this in real life already, just without the sensation of an actual dick. So I imagine that I'm doing things exactly like when I use a strap-on on Saint, but in stead of a fake cock I dream that it's MY cock. That I'm taking him, controlling him, devouring him, possessing him. Fucking him. Me.

And that makes me come. Every single time.