Thursday, December 13, 2007

Girls, girls, girls, I'm looking for a good time...

I'm a bisexual. Not what Norwegians call "bifil", meaning someone who falls in love with both genders, but a bisexual: A person who is turned on by both genders. I know this differentiation doesn't exist in English, but I feel it's useful and fits well to my case. So I'm a bisexual, not bifil. I'm getting turned on by both men and women, but I only fall in love with men (at least this has been the case so far). I generally find that there are more ugly men out there than ugly women, so this really broadens my options.

There are several of my female friends that really turn me on. The one I've known the longest, which only means about a year or so, I'll call B. She's a very innocent woman who's got virtually no experience with sexual stuff. One day I'm going to fuck her, and I've told her so. However, I don't want to be her first sexual experience, as she seems mainly heterosexual and she should get fucked by a man first. However, even if I have to wait for 20 years to get her, I will. I know she'll be worth it.

Another friend of mine, C, has a boyfriend. I probably have no chance of fucking her, not within the next 5-10 years at least. That doesn't mean I can't grab her boobs from time to time, which I do as often as I can. I like that. I grab at B often as well, and she squeals and squirms, but I don't think she minds all that much.

The third female friend that I'm going to mention here, whom I'm not surprisingly calling A, is perhaps the one I've got the best chance of actually fucking. She's got a boyfriend as well, but they are really open to new sexual experiences and such. She's into BDSM, just like me, and is "bifil", so my chances aren't as bad as with B and C. Her bf is, not surprisingly, turned on by the thought of two girls together, and the same is the case with my bf, T. Oh, and A's got really great boobs as well.

I generally have a thing for boobs. I think it's because I don't have that big boobs myself. T has a thing for butts, which is a good thing, because I have a lot of it.

Anyhow, A came to see me a couple of days ago. She is sooo sexy! I've hinted a bit and stuff, and she didn't reject me outright. Anything but an outright NO I see as a positive sign. I don't want to move too fast. After all, I haven't fucked a girl for about a year, and she's never had a girl at all.


  1. Well... You gotta add that I am actually a biphile, dearest. It's just that it doesn't matter now that I've got N, unless both N and I lighten up a bit :P

  2. Yes, sorry dear, I forgot about that.